Dentist in the making. For ummah, insha Allah.
Nahhhh it’s okay, I wouldve even left myself if I were you
"I am learning
to love myself
It took me years
and heart break
I am all I have."
Hi. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
I know I have been such a silent Tumblr user all this while and I haven’t interacted that much with all of you also.
So, a brief intro maybe? My name is Natasha and I live in Malaysia but now studying in Indonesia, taking dentistry. I got this name for my Tumblr because I love Foster the People and yeah so I replace the “people” with the “ummah”. Umm so yeah. That’s basically how I got this name.
Well, actually, my initial intention to make this post is to ask you guys (idk who’s gonna respond this but umm i believe out of numbers of people who read this, there must be some who will answer me so… yeah).
So the problem is, umm I’ve just finished my 2nd year of dentistry approaching my 3rd year. But at the same time, I’m having some problems with the system of the university that I am now studying at. I don’t know how to explain here but to be concluded I feel suffocated with the system and condition there.
Some say that I might just persevere and be strong despite what difficulties and tribulations will be as I am already half-way there. My parents had spent a lot of money until now.
While at the other side says, if I couldn’t bear with all those things, there will be always a way for me to quit and start all over again my studies in Malaysia. It’s better for me to quit now rather than regret in the future. I’ve asked my dentist, he said the same thing. If I couldn’t stand, just come back.
And now, I’m confused. My parents say they will support me no matter what the decision that I’ll be making. But they’re giving me hints to just stay there and be strong. But as the saying goes, you can never feel how the people feel until you walk a mile in her/his shoes.
So, I am asking you guys to a) give me some advice or anything that can make me feel less stressful and worried and maybe some solutions to my problems and b) to make a du’a for me; ease my things here and also I hope the decisions that I am going to make are the best for me, my family, ummah and Islam.
Allahu a’lam. May Allah bless all of you. Thanks for reading this. Have a great Ramadhan too.